-good things dont stay long and happiness are always short-lived.
i dont know why everything just keep crashing down ):
it seems like things just go super bad within this 3 weeks, bad month.
or maybe i should say a bad year sigh.
at times, i find it so hard to survive with so many "why cannot this, why cannot that, why cant we be together?" this is fucking irritating, pardon me for these crude words.
because its not only one person that asked. is 3 person that asked. how irritating can it be!
i dont get it. when you like someone, must you really go into a relationship with that particular person?
why does almost everyone have this mindset? it really makes me feel so irritated.
i always thought that when you like someone, it doesnt matters about being together but just the happy times spend together. will you really be happy when you're with the one you like?
to me, i dont think so. relationship is like a burden to me. or maybe i've been single for too long and i find that i dont need any guys' love. HAHAHA, because i've survived on my own for the past 3 years.
the many things you cant speak in a relationship, the many white lies you've to say to make each other happy, the unsolved problems, the unspoken unhappiness, the many quarrels, so many to think about.
status to me, is for people that feel insecure, to tie each other down. dont you feel that with that status, things just change?
remember the times you guys spent together without status? the fun? the joy, the laughing?
and then remember what happen after being together? the stress, the many things you cant talk about?
i dont know how other people feel. maybe they feel that with status is good. it helps you bond each other together,go thru every obstacles blah blah blah.
but to me, all i know i dont want to have a bf, because i dont need and i dont want to have one.
school and friends, family is more important now. if you seriously feel that i'm weird by thinking this way, just ignore me and dont give any comments about it. simply because i dont need it. thanks.
well, enough of all this BGR thingy.
lets talk about yesterday. met up kl and co. they really make up super moody-fuck day into something better.
met up with kl, watched tv awhile and we went off for dinner with my dearest grace. shitty miss her man! talked, crapped all the way from yishun to plaza sing. spent about a hundred at plaza sing?
HAHA,not because i shopped. because the 3 'act cute' adults tried catching a small white carebear, because i keep whining about it. was super happy, jumping around when kl caught it for me. thanks to kl and grace for catching it! after plaza sing was hougang to look for brian and mel. they took a long time to come down and meet us.damn irritated. oh well, since kl was lostlost.com, they decided to slack and drink at their secret hideout. tagged along and i drank too. but i didnt faint. HAHAH.
finally, i saw my hellokitty! gary, that ben dan. finally saw him after weeks. caitao was there also. crapped, drink, and talk about bikes. and i realised gary has become FATTER! hahah. kl and co did their best to make me laugh last night, and i laughed damn hard. thanks co! (:
and i fought with gary last night. damn!!! i am aching all over now. shit happens,deal with it!
gary got his PC and exhaust changed to arrow! fucking expensive, 2200bucks, like WHOA!
oh ya, the day before yesterday i got to know 2 new friends, jeff and C. nice guys, slacked and crapped.
one rides a ninja 636 and the other K7 1000cc suzuki. i shall upload all the photos soon. heh.
and buddy got herself a good bf-to-be. super happy for her.
okay, i guess i should stop typing, if not this post will be duper long!
ciaoz people (:
it's not the matter of time, is the happiness we've together and the time we spent.
i love my grace, my buddy and kl deep deep :D
