the day that God called upon you. in memories of Miki Lau YanXian.
one year passed. so fast.
tomorrow would be your one year death anniversary in chinese calendar. your demise has bought many of us tears.
your presence bought us joy and laughter. it was always good to have you around.
you are like a big brother to me. sigh, but God had to call you home.
i still remember the fun times we had together, under the sun watching you and TOR playing soccer, laughing together and watching you guys sweat. but it's all in the past now. you will never come back to us.
thou' the times i spent with you were short but the times we had together was always fun.
always trying to help me and morier in any ways you can. always putting others in front of you.
the very day that i broke off with morier, i still remember you texted me and ask me to take good care of myself.
from that day on, i seldom see you. but as times pass, you will text me and tag me at my blog.
the care and concern you showed me,is something that i can never find back. the pair of listening ears is something that no one can replace.
your demise set me crying. i cried, why didnt i sent you off for the last time. when i need you, to talk to, you were there, but the very last moment of yours at mandai, i wasnt there. something that i regretted alot.
now, i'm part of your family. your dad is now my god-dad. i was glad that this is something that can keep us together.
kor, i really miss you alot. i still cry over you at times.
when i see daddy crying over you, i feel sad. i know no one can replace you in his heart. you're his and ruixian's beloved.
i dreamt of you a month ago, you were very happy and smiling like no one business. i couldnt remember what the dream was about, all i know i saw you and you're happy.
deep down in my heart, you're always alive. the beautiful side of yours will always be kept right here, in my heart.
i sincerely pray for you to be good in the other world, living better than the past.
you live in all our hearts. i love you brother (:
i am happy for buddy, for having kenny!
awww, so sweet.
met with grace today, had dinner with her. she cried. the number of times she cry can be counted with one hand.
sigh. i feel lucky that i am not into a relationship. sometimes i do feel lonely but i can always survive it thru' with my buddy, grace and kl!
grace, be brave. dont cry anymore. what past has been past. live today well, for tomorrow will be a better day.you know i love you many many (: cheer up babe.
it feels real good to know that many out there still cares. those great friends and good shoulder to lean on when you cry. monday i cried real bad, thinking about yanxian and some other things. was glad to have buddy and kl to talk to.
the comfy zone, the circleof rriends and everything, make things perfect, even without love from a perfect lover.
what's there more to complain about? nothing.
okay, maybe those irritating jerks out there?and my injured knees that caused me, the inability to be in a game of my favourite sport, rugby.
well, this is life. shit happens, so deal with it.
i have been cleaning my own shit for the past 3 years and finally getting on with life.
a new chapter, a new beginning.
the 3 years make me learn alot and realise alot too. thank M, for the 3 years. thou' you're not back by my side, i still learn many.
they always say: when you love someone, set it free. if he/she comes back, the love is yours forever.
so you didnt come back, and you're not mine! haha, but seeing you with wanie,so happy.i'm pretty glad. because you've found someone better! ((:
oh well.
time to do my rj.
roger out!
the test of time. we dont remember days but we remember these beautiful memories.
