- imaginations are free, let them run wild.
life has been good so far. well, it could be that i'm taking things easier now.
gonna do some personal reflection here.
seriously, i dont need a love now. i'm fine and happy with the things around me. love from families and friends, i guess these will be able to last me for another 2 years or so. okay, maybe i'm giving myself excuses that i dont need a love. but the truth is, i'm not ready for such heavy commitment nor do i have the time for a bf. and the truth is, i see BGR as a platform of hurt. yes indeed you do enjoy and feel love. but come to think of it, is there no hurt or sadness. well, love is no longer what i've seen or feel in the past. those innocent love in secondary are just plays or infatuation. love now, is a super big word to me, with very big responsibility. i dont need/want bf.
i've been reading my previous posts, well i do look silly and persistent in the past. but no longer now.
being able to friends with morier is more than enough, and now i'm loving him as a friend and i'm trying my very best to let go. true enough i've once got what i want,and this is enough. and i do hope nothing similar will happen in future again. people do change and learn as time passes. well,i'm glad i'm back on the right track and i'm taking things slow and i'm still learning.
why do i reflect here? haha,because i tend to lose my diary and i believe years down the road when i read back this online diary of mine, i'll definitely see the changes and laugh at how i was in the past. cool!
class has been pretty plain these days, it seems like i've got many geeky facil. damn it ):
well, at least i've cool classmates. zee's friend, shayfiqa, she's pretty cool. she used to play both touch and contact in secondary shcool. i'm so gonna drag her back into this sport.
and that ass rugger of mine, iman, as usual laughing at facil in msn, joking and fooling around.
shan shan is pretty fun too,thou she's pretty quiet. haha. well, that's all for now.
i still have 800 more words to write for my PP,which is due today, 2359hours. teach me how to complete it when i've training today. i hope they will approve my PP. haha.
and and i'm able to do today's problem all by myself, the best thing of all, i've not been late for class since school starts. i hope i could make this a permanent change! ((:
well, its PP-ing and excel-ing time!
haha.
life will always be great if you think on a brighter side.
