it's been a month since yanxian passed away.
it's a upsetting truth that no one can accept. i guess everyone of us just has to go through it and live with it.
today is yanxian's birthday. i cant helped but to feel sad about it.
thou i'm not that close with him, like how the band of brothers are. it's just so hard for me not to feel sad.
memories just start to play back.
how i first know him, how he helped me along, how he tried to keep me and morier together, how he nagged at me. i really appreciate it and i do miss those times; when we slacked together and watch you guys play soccer.
i cant help, but to tear over you. losing you in life, as a friend,my greatest regret )):
but i believe someday somehow,we'll meet again and that's when we'll start as friends all over again.
yanxian, i pray for you to be at the other side of the world to be free and happy.
and i hope you can help to watch over your band of brothers.
thou i dont show it out, i love your companionship and i love the way how you tease morier and me. and i seriously would want you to tease me right now. i miss all the teasing from you )):
deep down in my heart, there'll always be a place for a friend like you.
i love you as my friend,and i hold you close to my heart. RIP.
happy 19th birthday yanxian.
it will all get better in time.
with love,huiqi
