- trust is a BIG BIG BIG word, with heavy responsibility.
feeling very down right now.
you know, seriously i cant believe after years of friendship, they're still doing all these to me.
i thought this will stop if i change in characteristic and attitude.
i tried damn hard. and they just seems to cant get enough of me.
4 years till now, things have never change. maybe it did, but it's becoming worse.
who bother to hear what i gonna say.who bother to come and ask me why am i doing all this.
no one. they'll just listen to others, because to them i'm nothing but a piece of shit.
now, if i were to say my story, will things be different? better or worse?
i think i just gotta live with it and keep this piece of story to myself.
cause no one gonna believe a single word of mine.
well i'm done here, with those friends.
tell me,who could i trust now? you, him or her.
tonight only both of them stood by me and hear me cry.
i appreciate it alot. they are whom i've been finding, true friends.
now, tell me how many true friends can you ever find?
when you thought they're gonna be your true friends, they just turn their back on you.
it's not just one or two. is the bloody whole lot of them. people whom i trusted and i called friends.
come on. think about it.
and now, i'm gonna tell you. i've only 4 true friends.
and they're enough to last me for a life time.
whatever it is, if doing all these to me makes you guys feel whole lot better, i dont mind.
as long as i know the reasons and the story is more than enough.
this is what i learnt from today's CE talk: you say sorry to other thou' you know you're right because you just gotta make the whole lot feel better. whole lot feeling better bets you the only one feeling better.
well, i'm sorry people if it makes you feel much better.
tonight i saw my true friends. they stood by me in time of crisis and hear me cry and shout.
i really appreciate it.
if you 2 are reading, thanks alot.
thanks mr DT and ms AM. you guys make me feel a whole lot better.
well. i'm done here. i've said my piece and now is your turn to say your piece.
and this pretty sums up about life.
IT GOES ON.
now,they've gone the extra miles for me and it'll be my turn to go that extra miles for them.
long thinking night ahead.
roger people.
have a good night.
