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Friday, April 25, 2008
1:08 PM


- and when you realise, i've gone too far from you. all too late.

you know, i cant seems to know what i'm thinking and the rest of humans. human thinking is complex alright. real complex.
one moment, you're very good friends with this chick of yours, and at another moment everything went haywire.
is it really so hard to maintain a good relationship with everyone?
alright, it seems hard to me. cause i know it's hard.
you tried to keep that friendship going, but just a small little thing can crash everything that you've built over years. vulnerable relationship.and then you dont talk t each other anymore.
holding anger inside you, feeling remorse but just would not say sorry, ego is playing a fool out of you. hmmm.
and there it goes, the end of the friendship.
and then years later, you guys meet up. started talking and yes things turned good again. it makes me wonder, ifi ever quarrel with a BFF of mine, should i just ignore and years later make things up or just put down the ego and say sorry. you never know if you ever make back with the friends.

used to be BFF,and then all of a sudden, you guys lost contact. you still care for her. you misses her.
i wonder how do you tell her? in a different school,with different goals in life.
yes, i still have our picture as my display picture on the phone. but does she know? i bet not.

when your life takes a turn in life, everything changes.
people start walking in and out. people that come in for a season, for a reason, for a lifetime.
different reason, different timing.
many people comes and goes in my life, teaching me different aspects.
sometimes some lesson can only be learnt when you really sees it. and now i sees it.
yes, and i learnt how to look at things at different aspects.
you'll see clearer and understand better.
HAHA, this is what RP teach ((:

well, enough of all those big theories of mine.

a fail in life does not mark the end of it. a true fail is when you doesnt learn.
time for ppt :D

i miss estheryeo, ashley, weiting, everyone in sec school. everyone taught me different lesson :D
give thanks.