yes, i very much wanted to be what i was in the past. to return back to past.
to treasure what i used to have and i mean it. treasure.
but i know one thing for sure. we can never return back.
even though i'm still hanging in mid air, hoping for everything to return to its original state,
i know clearly how far my hopes were, from the reality.
we dream, we hope for the best.
__ moved on long before i did. maybe i should say, i never had move on.
moving on needs alot of courage. this is what i lack of. even if i've the courage, will i move?
i dont know. i guess time will tell me everything.
everything in the world changes. then what doesnt change?
changing is a constant.
i hope god will show me the path to attain courage.
it hurts alot to be hanging in mid air. no clear direction. NOTHING.
lets hope that everything gets better each day.
i guess my longing for you to be with me are merely dreams.
is too far from reality. it can never come true.
life had never been a fairytale right?
happily ever ever after? is just a story to fool kids.
it is just a dream afterall.
but i still hope my dreams will come true.
with the typical ending of fairytale.
i wish for you tonight.
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nights:D
all i want for christmas is___________.
