arvindt's grandfather just passed away.so all of us helped out in the funeral. we cleaned the place, washed the floor and i went home late. it was a 2 days thingy. although it was a sad occasion, but all of us enjoyed ourselves with all the company we could had, and we stood by each other.
i was sad to see arvindt's granny crying so badly till she nearly faint.
parting and death is part and parcel of our life. so i guess i have to get use of it and really realise some of them are gone in my life forever.
so i told arvindt. he's dead, no longer with you, but to you he's alive if you've all along kept him in your heart, there's where he lives and he will stay.
took cab home with weiquan and tom yesterday. jam on the high way. so i slept and i was awaken by the fight between that 2 guys. so old already still play in the cab. haha. but seeing the way they play makes me laugh! so childish will be what meow meow will say. they're always cute(:
so i'm back in school again. and i'm so so tired. haven got a good sleep since last week. running around like a mad dog. but it was so nice of charmaine and jasmine to keep me accompanied everytime i feel down and when i need help.
today is about enterprise, well i dont really feel like coming to school. dragging my feet and enter the room. was late, together with hian yang. entered the class at 10 am. haha. like what i say, i'm always late. today's topic is rather alright. and the faci seems well too(: finally i saw a good faci. haha.
i'm always late in everything; attending class, meeting friends and even my love. it was all too late when i realise my folly. he had gone too far from me, moved on is what he had done. like before, is all too late. people around me asked why i love him so much when he wasn't the best i could have. so i told them, i love him for who he is. and that is how much i really love him. i couldnt find a reason of why i love you. i just feel like no one could replace this love. but whatever i say out now doesnt not help to change the fact anymore. is all too late. he had moved on. i guess i'll do not have a chance to say no to whatever he said.
you're gone. but to me, you've always been in my heart and there's where i kept you.
so i'm telling you now, you've never been missing in my heart. there's always a place for you.
strong as i seem.
weak in the heart, i am.
weak in the heart, i am.
