it just hurt me more.
i feel like a fool, being led around and eventually fall.
carrying hopes and being destroyed by you again,
together with her. you've done it.
my hand is fucking pain now. really regret hitting it so hard.
but if i dont put the pain on other part of my body, i'll feel more in the heart.
chicken. suppose to go swimming today, but all never turn up! idiotic.
so angry, now currently rotting at charmaine house.
tonight got gong teck under granny block. gonna ton there.
i'll try my very best to change.
i would not say move on because i know i cant.
