so for the past 4 days, i had not been to school. i was too sick to go.
start of school adn i'm missing it so much. i just hate school.
so friday night was the bbq. and coincidentally, TOR had a bbq at the same place. i was happy because i get to see him, but ended up i was sad more than happy.
i guess i drank too much till i got too tipsy and i started crying again.
sat in the sea and cried for an hour, it was cold though.
jasmine and charmaine cried too. haha.
it was so embarrassed lar! then arvindt and 9bin console us.
just had a habit of crying whenver i drink, well, it wasn't the first time afterall.
3am in the morning, i'm still in the sea doing nothing, f**king cold but i didn't want to get up.
i want to be clear of what i'm doing, so i guessed that's the best way.
and i ended up with many cuts on my feet, it hurts when i walk!
sukheng came along too. she was drunk. haha, she vomitted like hell, and i laughed at her!
overall, it was fun. had a great time with the peeps. guess they bring me lots of joy(:
too bad en was on duty):
played ball game with them, so much fun and laughter. haha. fishing was fun too.
to see then getting angry when the bait is gone and there's no fish, is hilarious.
i cried and i laughed alot. enjoyed myself.
i was in a bad mood that night, i nearly took that glass bottle and hit it on that someone's face. they stopped me. if not, i guess worldwar4 will just happen! i was so pissed off with what you say, becareful of what you say, or i might just hit you with another bottle. you suck totally right! pissed off.

i cried and i yelled to the sea, telling everyone how much i loved you, and how much things i did to win you back. but you sees none of it. i cried so hard. i really did.
you left me nothing but pain. in the heart, everywhere. you left me here again. i gave out everything, and i'm left with nothing but pain. you sees it, but you ignored it.
i cried like there's no tomorrow, and i laughed like i'm happiest girl on earth. all this is becuse of you. she's the only girl that you want to chase, but you're the only one i want to love. you hurt me alot. the things you've said and done. i know i've done you wrong in the past. sorry.

i know,
i'm nobody to you.
but,
you're someone important to me.
you should know.