HELLO world [:

Monday, September 3, 2007
12:22 PM


okay. i haven been updating. so i couldn't remember almost everything that happen during these few days.
supper and lorry ride had seem to be part of my nightlife now, but not to forget, i cant reach home too late.
29aug.wed.
i waited for zhenny and soon ask picked us up. we went over to some prata shop for prata! nice. and of we go to upper seletar. omg! i neary die! haha, he wanted to drive thru during yellow light but it wasn't successful and he braked! my soul was like out of my body!!! so scary! afterall, it was a great day((:
30 aug.thurs.
met up with friends at yishun lepak there and we went off to lower seletar. it was so much fun! what make the ride fun was the braking part. is fun!!! and exciting, cause you never know when he will brake! macdonald after lower seletar. so we lepak outside GV and listen to huimin story((: so hilarious! then we sent huizhen home, and the game started again. we went screaming like mad!! huimin nearly hit her head! that's very scary right!! so the coke spilled! huizhen and huimin's papillio went wet and so were our bags! and people shouted at us, cause we screamed to loudly! and stupid enough, someone threw a water bag down. but it didn't hit any of us(: mel was the last to alight and there was a small kitten under her block, oh so sweet, and a drunken that wanted to hit me and ask!!! OMG!
31aug.fri.
went back to northbrooks, saw him. saw that stupid roy, got that card from him, he took ages to just pass me that! okay, so i went off early with eileen and ruike. i just cant stand her! i went to meet engkiong and friends. slacked at sembawang. went over to jason's party. met ghost for awhile, went home and went partying again, supposedly 'm meeting huizhen and evon,but i've forgotten about it and make them wait. sorry.
01sept.sat.
okay, i missed rugby match. and i slept at home the whole day!!! at night, had the 7th month dinner. after that went over to 848 to find huimin and friends. lepaked and then we went off to upper thomson for supper, at tong shui. then we went off to yishun((: and then we played the brake thingy again, and i guess it caused huizhen to be sick. sorry): and then i was suppose to go with huimin and keng to changi for a ride. but i didn't go. i have to meet khatib brothers, i'm teaching them. and i spent the night at khatib mac. tired!!! teahcing them algebra is like wanting my life!!!!
02sept.sun.
stayed at home the whole day. had dinner at granny's house with everyone((: arvindt suppose to be back today, but the flight was postpone.
03sept.mon.
suppose to go for army open house with huizhen, evon, ghost and ask. but didn't go. mummy dont allow)): so i'm staying at home till a later time then go find them(:
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i was so furious taht he had hit him so hard, it was not only me that was angry. but the whole group of brothers. you called that friendly spar when the injuries is so bad? i bet if arvindt is around, he will whack the person till he die!!! i'm angry with almost all of them,how can they bring meow to old nee soon and tempt him with all the tattoos. see, now he want to have one! hopefully en will be able to talk him round. i dont wish to see him regret and begin chased out of house!

well, i would not say that i've perfect english, with all the good articulation and correct spelling.
no one had perfect english, even teachers make mistakes at times, i bet you too.
everyone had their freedom of speech i would not stop you. but please respect others' blog if you want others to respect you. thanks.

i miss him alot): and is true. i guess he will never know the feeling. is deep in me, but meaningless to you. i'm happy that i've friends around me to keep me accompany and make me feel blessed and happy. but i was never happy without him. i tried my best not to contact him and forget him, you sees it. i tried, i really tried. but it really didn't help. i wanted to stop crying, but i cant. i wanted to stay strong. i feel so helpless. i only wish for you tonight ):
i'm depressed!

i miss you alot.
look at me once more.
i beg.
i love you.