i'm like finally back in school even though i was late.
haha. came to school with hian yang today, by cab. think i really have to get use to school life.
10october is nearing.
my physics practical is coming, and i've done nothing about it.
i'm such a failure.
is science today! shouldnt have come, damn boring and hard! chicken.
the faci is irritating, asking so many questions and speaking so softly.

last night was lantern festival. celebrated at yishun park and 755.
was rather okay, but was boring, perhaps i wasnt in the right mood.
9bin got himself some problem again, but luckily it was settled peacefully.
then some people was like making some flying rockets, and it scare the hell out of me, with that loud big 'boom'. lol.
i drank again, XO this time.
didnt get tipsy or drunk. so i didnt cry!
haha. big girls dont cry.

no one can judge how much i love him, is all within me, not you.
for you are not me, you'll never understand.
i guess even if i showed out to the fullest,
he will still remain unmoved, because,
to him is all over.
i just only wanna say i love you.
deeper than the deepest ocean.

020406 <3