but i still did. i guess all were disappointed in me.
i'm no longer a strong willed girl. i'm weak now.
every single thing is making me cry.
i'm a weakling.
it feel so good to have people i love to be with, to be around me cheering me up, showing me concern. i guess they do not wish to see me like this. i'll stay strong and try my best not to shed a single tear again. i'll not disappoint them again. i want them to see me happy not the cry-baby huiqi. jiayou huiqi(:
i lost all the trust. i've fall from the highest again.
swollen knuckles, swollen toes.
mark the end of my crying.
from then on, i'll stand strong.
but it will not mark the end of my love.
the truth is i can never find someone that i love this much again.
all the best for you and her.

