i gave jasmine advice, i gave charmaine advice. and tom too.
i told them something are worth waiting in life while some are not.
i can say yet i cant do it.
how disappointing could it be!
i'm so done with all the things around.
i'm dumb, yes i am.
friends and family is all i need.
but i need you more.
god will never help me to love you nor teach me.
but hopefully he will give me another chance to love you again.