OMG!class is so empty today.
today is suppose to be my self declare holiday, but i still went to school.
i'm just a good girl(:
okay, there like only 7 people in the class, including the faci. it is just so empty.
yesterday was just another normal day except that it was national day.
went to canterbury to buy a mouth guard because some say everyone is playing for this saturday contact and some say is only for the selected. therefore i decided to just buy it.
then i went back to khatib to look for meow and en.
so en told me something and i sort of understand part of it. but not fully all.
time is to make us bond better. it doesnt mean that good bonding is to see each other everyday.
you tend not to treasure time spent when you're always with them.
but you will treasure time spent when you sees them once in a blue moon, even if it is just doing some silly things
and is no longer everyday doing the same thing and wasting your time away.
when we try hard to make something possible, someone want us to try harder.
when we tried, they say we didnt. when we dont try, and on the verge of giving up, it just came back.
and there it goes, tomorrow will be a saturday.
and there will be matches. one contact and one touch. if i play for both, hopefully i dont die in the field.
the thought and sight of her just irks me off. she should die.

i tried.
you just didnt see it.
it's different now.
cause i'm different so are you.