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so i met up with them yesterday. and jasmine was down.
i saw my image in her. my old self.
first time i see her crying for a guy. it just hurt so much to see a friend walking the path i've walked.
i tried to console her. but i ended up crying, couldn't helped thinking of the past.
she said why does he bother to tell me he will love me forever in the past, asking me not to walk away when he did it on me.
where's all the promises.
i recalled:
i remember all the promises he gave. but does he remember?
does he remember what he said to me? to walk with me in my life.
he never did. he forget and he moved on. leaving me lingering here.
perhaps he did remember, but still he broke the promise.
what's the use of saying it now when things can never go back, that's what they always say.
perhaps it was really never meant to be.
we sat under the void deck cursing and swearing. to hell with them.
why bother to give promises and sweet-whisperings when they eventually leave us.
it hurts and it's sad to see the one you loved, left you and watch their back as they go.
i'm sad.
a pang of nostalgia.
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okay, and there's training today. i'm so tired, and so are my eyes.
i feel that they are shutting up soon. i desperately need some sleep.
ohh, and i found out that red nail polish suit me((:
i cried.
i miss you.
all i need is you.
it's all in my heart((:
