if they do not want to come down, they dont have to force themselves to come and entertain us. come if you want, dont come for the sake of coming.
sheesh, there's camp today, and i'll have to skip my training for rugby. hate it when i've to make a choice. so i decided to skip training. darn it!
sean was right. i decided to change, i just hope that he and sean will see((:
it's raining outside and i'm in RP library freezing. i forgot about my wind breaker. darn it.
and zhengkai disturbed me about my nick ' i admit defeat'. so stupid. and he pon class. he's also in library, cant believe that he will pon class too.
i realised that i'm always crushing my own dreams and hope.
is very ironic when i know i want something to happen, yet when it's going to happen, i destroy totally; the chance of it happening.
i admitted defeat.but that doesnt stop me from moving on and doing more.
i've fall, and each time i fall, it makes me stronger than before.
this time, i'll work harder, and never destroy it again.
i regret.
admit defeat?
i've done it.
giving up?
i never will.
a heart that still lingers here
i still love you. do you?
