as usual i missed UT again, was having very bad headache, slight fever. perhaps due to the lack of sleep.
so i decided to skip school and training.
a person in friendster created an anti arvin account. and i was trying to help the khatib brothers, and this particular person ask me not to get involve.
tuesday 310707.
it was so called, harry potter birthday, so i should just wish him happy birthday! it's lame!
okay there was a school jamming for the official opening for RP. it was pretty lame too. waited minutes for us to start the war cry and it ended up waited for an hour or so. and the war cry i should say was well done, but the noise form the crowd drowned the sound of it. and the haka from the rugby guys was a nice one. pretty scary.
happy birthday to dee and zahiah(:
wednesday 010807
it is a holiday for RP! i was so happy that i used the time to sleep. cant believe i slept all the way till 2pm. i'm really a pig. okay so i went to meet all my girls for a lunch. went to cheng house to slack. and went to ah tiong field to see julian they all to train for soccer. time wasted there. did practically nothing. later in the night, went with jolene, ah yang, julian, ah jack kevin to eat, and nonetheless, went to arcade to play some stupid game! so after that went to 826 to meet the khatib brothers. went down to woodlands together to do some stupid things and went home pretty late. and bloody hell, they make me walk all the way from admiralty to woodlands, that's far!!!!
thursday 020807
currently slacking at woodlands library again. my so called favourite hang out place. the connection today at the library sucks! it just keep disconnecting! so pissed off!
later eng kiong and jiaming will be meeting me at woodlands. going to arvindt house tonight, but i'm not staying overnight. just going to play with them and go home. i miss my bed! ha!!!
well. tomorrow will be his last day in singapore, hope he enjoy his time with us before going off.
and saturday, khatib brothers will be going down to seletar dam at 12am to meet that person that created the anti arvindt account. and they don allow me to go, they spell it dangerous. so i think i've to stay at home and hear news from them. keep fingers crossed that they don't fight!!!!

yesterday night have a heart to heart talk with Roy and Arvindt. Arvindt suspected that it was Roy that created the account and Roy say that it's not him.
i told Arvindt its the last few days he going to spend with us, don fight with own brothers. as in chinese we always believe at home we rely on parents and outside we rely on our friends. they've been thru so much together, why hurt each other because of this? it is so not worth it and you might not know, you will just so happily hit the purpose of this person. it's just do stupid. hope Arvindt get what i'm tyring to say.
i always find it very ironic to fight with people that you once called them brothers or even now. where have all the brotherhood gone to? where's all the trust that the brothers once had had for each other? does all the pain and happiness they share just go down into the drain just like that?
i'm curious, very curious. and do they regret after it?
people around keep saying siling look like me, from which part of me do you see siling? i've no idea. but there's one thing i am sure about, i'm different from her, in personality and other areas.
OMG! and people are claiming that i like Roy and Roy like me! wth!!!!!!

good night seems to be the only thing that i can say to you every night.
that's the only reply that you gave that keeps me going.