there's alot of internal conflicts conflicts coming into the class. more and more. and i'm not so going to get myself in it. today problem statement is about plagiarism. so hard. suddenly i realised i missed 6 ut!! 2 ut for each module, enterprise, computing, science. i don't think i can even get a good GPA. i think i will need to retain. what am i suppose to do? tonight got rugby training. then tomorrow sure very tired and dont want to come school. like that i'll be missing enterprise for 4 weeks! someone teach me what to do. i'm just so tired.
i still have to plan for study camp, abseil camp. i know my work load is not as much as the others, which are in other poly. i saw esther in need of help. yet i just cant even help my best friend. what am i suppose to do? bugger, please help esther, you've already helped halfway. god, make esther lesser homework so that she will have a time to breathe and a short break. and also make me a better person, dont let me skip school anymore.
i'm so sick on writing the proposal, nothing seems to go right. what the fark! worse, when i need a shoulder to lean on, he's not there. want to find someone to talk to.he's not there. he never seems to be free to listen to me talk. slow down your pace and listen to me talk. i just wish that you can help me fight away the devils like how you did last time, like how youprotected me before o level. do it again please. i just need my guardian back. please...