okay, yesterday rugby training was rather okay, except the diving part. many of us injured our elbow, having abrasion. pain!
as usual, went to meet my girlfriend, hanged out at her house and chatted, met PS after that. on he way to meet PS, saw ahde, veron and cheehong. went to meet ken after that, took the cardigan from him, was happy, finally got my cardigan(:
yesterday called him, talk crap with him on the phone he sound so tired so i decided to hang up and let him rest(: msged him, told him i called him because i want to hear his voice. he never reply. but to my surprise, after i bath finish, he actually called me and talk on phone with him. i was over the moon!!! sometimes a simple thing is enough to make you smile(:

i dont ask for much.
cause i know i can nver have the best,
but the better ones.
somthings may be simple.
but they can actually make you smile(:
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i've read some of my friends' post. to my surprise. many of them are stressed.
many things in life we cant stop them from happening. if things doesnt go the way you want to, make it goes the ay you want. fate is in control of your own hand.
competition is to make yourself better, to make yourself strive harder. winning and losing does not matter. is the process in this competition that is important. what is consider a winning is that you actually win yourself. winning yourself is a best achievement. it makes you soar to a greater height. as long as you know you've done your best, this is already the best. never involve yourself to compete with others, eventually, you are losing to yourself.
WINNING IS NEVER IMPORTANT, IS THE PROCESS(:

many of us have a passion for somthing. like me, i've a passion for redcross and band. i just want to tell people around me that the passion you have need not be shown out. eventually, it is within yourself. many people thought that a passion must be shown out. but to me, i dont feel so. it is very ironic to show out your passion to other people. like what i say it is within yourslf. people will not care about your passion, they only care about theirs, because human are selfish, and i don deny that i am one. some people out there, when they are trying hard to show out the passion, get involved in all the interest, they are actually losing something unknowingly. i do not know what is the something, but to me, when i'm very involved in redcross,band or even abseil, i actually lost myself. i've to forgo what i want and get on with what i'm doing. i cant possibly stop things halfway. and i've sacrifice my time with my loved ones. that's how i lost to myself.

xinhui, your passion for band is there. have you ever thought that at certain point of life, this passion actually caused you to lose something, things that are important to you. now a chance is given to you, to retake your o's. and you have to make a choice between your future and your passion. which would take you further and soar greater heights. you should know. i should say that your future and your passion are linked. you want to get into NAFA to continue in music. see, it's linked! now you are not giving up on your passion, you are just taking a break, because this break will take you, your passion and future further. i do not know what i say will help but,you're not being selfish not to continue with your passion, do what you think is right, only you know, the others will never know, for they are not you. smile more, frown less, makes your day better((:

sometimes when you're tired, take a break. to me, this break will take me further in life, to soar for greater heights and also to look better of what is the best for us and how realistic the world is. it doesnt mean that when you stop something you love doing, you're going to lose it. YOU'RE NOT! you're just taking a break, to move on further in life. to make life better. sometimes somethings in life are cruel. you can never have best from both worlds. at times you have to make a choice, of what you want and what is the best. slow down and take a look at how the world is and also listen to your heart to what you want.

listen to your heart.
only you know what is the best for yourself.
for the others are not you,
and you're unique.
that's waht makes you special(: