i sat at woodlands library. memories and many thoughts run thru' me again.
i thought thru' what i want and i make a list of them,but of so many, all seems so impossible.
i wished for
1. have a better friendship with him.
2. the impossible, to be by his side.
3. time to turn back, so i would not regret like now.
4. i wished for her and him to be happy.
5. time to slow down, so i can see things clearly.
6. healthy me!
7. better UT grades.
8. more money to spend.
9. everyone to be happy.
10. to see his smile again.

out of this 10. it just seems that only wish 7 can come true, if i work hard enough. only if.

what will it take to have you back?
can we start all over again?
to go back to the past, and do what we should.
i'll wait for you,
even it will be the last thing to do.
i'll take all i've, to wait for you.
remember, i'm waiting.

waiting seems the most possible thing i can do.
but the outcome i wished seems the most impossible.
i'll wait, even if takes my whole life to wait.
nothing will change.