how stupid could i be to msg him and tell him how i feel and ended up hurting myself and crying to myself.
that's stupid, isnt it.
he said he admired my patience and my love. but that's not what i want.
i said i cant forget and move on even though i so much wanted to.
he said it's the same for him, hard to move on and forget.
and for that moment i know what he meant and who he is talking about.
i cried through the night. no one saw the tears.
but it doesnt matter.
i'm not giving up, cause i know that i cant.
so i guess i just have to wait for time to pass and heal everything.
today Ian will be cremate. hopefully he'll be happy in another world.
my deepest condolences.
well, today there is rugby training, hopefully i wouldn't be a ball of mud after training.
came school late and cane with huimin, skipped ut. come dont come, don make a difference, still will fail. i'm preparing to retain for the module.
nothing is hard for me to handle.
i shall just stand here,
and see the surroundings
set free(:
i shall just stand here,
and see the surroundings
set free(:
