today nelly and ash is going to crash RP! i just simply love them(:
i received a smile from him yesterday, is more then enough.
nel, is not i want to be emo, this is the only place that i can say out my true feeling, a place that i can be free of, everything(:
today UT wasn't able to do finish:( sad!
but nevermind, i got confidence i will pass!

ytd went to meet esther and weiting, have lots of fun cam whore-ing, lol, in the toilet. hahas.
weiting, you've become prettier(:



i know that your brothers detest me.
detest me for 'bullying' you.
i know they feel that i dont deserve a chance.
never mind. it's okay.
i am used to how they look at me.
whatever i do, it just seems so wrong.
whatever she do is right.
i can never compare myself with her.
i know very clearly your feelings for her.
i know. but i choose to run.
now everything is getting clearer,
and i know who is your pillion.
that's enough.
i'm contented to receive a smile from you.
is more then enough. thanks.

i seriously feel that
she is hurting you more then i do.
i am loving you more each day(: