sean asked me what i want for my birthday.
like what i say, i only have three wish and i only want one birthday present.(i know i am greedy)
last year i wished for us to be long lasting.
this year i wish for him to be healthy and happy. and to be with him.
i only want him as my birthday present.
and i know out of this four only 2 will be fulfill. it's okay. contented.
i know god will never fulfill my dream because i am greedy, god dont like greedy people.
hahas.
sean say i'll know his answer when he gets his bike. but i know i dont want him to get his bike so that i will never know the answer. i am running away again, like how i did 9 months ago.

i know my limit and i know where i stand.